"ENVY & JEALOUSY COME FROM PE0PLES iGNORANCE OF, OR LACK OF BELiEF iN THEiR OWN GiFTS "
SO i HAVE EXPERiENCE B0TH SiTUATi0NS ... THE ENVY ER AND THE EVYEST ... WHEN i WAS iN A MUCH LOWER MiND STATE THAN i AM iN NOW i WOULD SAY HiGHSCHOOL OR SHORT AFTER , i WOULD BE A HATER AND BE JELOUS OF MY EX'S NEW GiRLFRiEND AND ALL THE STUFF THAT DiDNT NEED TO BE DONE ... ONCE YOU GROW AND MATURE THE ENVY & JEALOUSY GOES AWAY ... YOU THEN GENUiNLY FEEL HAPPY THAT THEY ARE HAPPY iN THEiR LiVES ...
JEALOUSY iS SiMPLY & CLEARLY THE FEAR THAT YOUDO NOT HAVE VALUE. JEALOUSY SCANS FOR EViDENCE TO PROVE A POiNT ... THAT OTHERS WiLL BE PREFERRED AND REWARDED MORE THAN YOU ... THERE iS ONLY ONE ALTERNATiVE {SELF VALUE} ... iF YOU CANNOT LOVE YOURSELF , YOU WiLL NOT BELiEVE YOU ARE LOVED. YOU WiLL ALWAYS THiNK iTS A MiSTAKE OR LUCK . TAKE YOUR EYES OFF OTHERS AN TURN THE SCANNER WiTHiN ... FiND THE SEEDS OF YOUR JEALOUSY ... CLEAR THE OLD VOiCES & EXPERiENCES & PUT ALL THE ENERGY BUiLDiNG YOUR PERSONAL AND EMOTiONAL SECURiTY ... THEN YOU MAY BE THE ONE OTHERS MAY ENVY AND YOU CAN REMEMBER THE PAiN AND REACH OUT AND HELP THEM .
i ALSO DONT REALLY UNDERSTAND A COUPLE THiNGS TO WHY FEMALES AND MALES ACT THE WAY THEY DO ...
Y0U CANN0T HAVE WHAT Y0U D0 N0T REALLY WANT .THiNK AB0UT THAT ... YES THATS WANTiNG SOMETHiNG JUST BC SOMEONE ELSE HAS iT . YOU DONT REALLY WANT iT ... JUST BECAUSE YOU SEE SOMEONE MOViNG FORWARD iN THEiR LiFE YOU FiNALLY REALiZE WHAT YOU HAD ... D0NT TRY AND SP0iL 0R THR0W THE G00DiES AT A TAKEN MAN ... HAVE S0ME RESPECT F0R THE PERS0N AND F0R Y0URSELF ... Y0U L00K DESPERATE AND iMMATURE ... THERES N0 POiNT TO ALL OF THAT ...
Love looks through a telescope; envy, through a microscope. ~Josh Billings
A feelin of being DEVIOUS/JEAL0US/ENVY is a selfish emotion because when y0ur EViL MiNDED ur wishing against gods will ...everything happens for a reason... and if u really love someone u would want them to be happy and their happiness should feel that SP0T up that's in your heart ...
WiTH THAT BEiNG SAiD ... i AM NO LONGER LOOKiNG BEHiND ME ... BUT LOOKiNG FORWARD TO WHAT GOD HAS iN STORE FOR ME NEXT :)
-BOBBiE
