MATURiNG

"ENVY & JEALOUSY COME FROM PE0PLES iGNORANCE OF, OR LACK OF BELiEF iN THEiR OWN GiFTS "

SO i HAVE EXPERiENCE B0TH SiTUATi0NS ... THE ENVY ER AND THE EVYEST ... WHEN i WAS iN A MUCH LOWER MiND STATE THAN i AM iN NOW i WOULD SAY HiGHSCHOOL OR SHORT AFTER , i WOULD BE A HATER AND BE JELOUS OF MY EX'S NEW GiRLFRiEND AND ALL THE STUFF THAT DiDNT NEED TO BE DONE ... ONCE YOU GROW AND MATURE THE ENVY & JEALOUSY GOES AWAY ... YOU THEN GENUiNLY FEEL HAPPY THAT THEY ARE HAPPY iN THEiR LiVES ...

JEALOUSY iS SiMPLY & CLEARLY THE FEAR THAT YOUDO NOT HAVE VALUE. JEALOUSY SCANS FOR EViDENCE TO PROVE A POiNT ... THAT OTHERS WiLL BE PREFERRED AND REWARDED MORE THAN YOU ... THERE iS ONLY ONE ALTERNATiVE {SELF VALUE} ... iF YOU CANNOT LOVE YOURSELF , YOU WiLL NOT BELiEVE YOU ARE LOVED. YOU WiLL ALWAYS THiNK iTS A MiSTAKE OR LUCK . TAKE YOUR EYES OFF OTHERS AN TURN THE SCANNER WiTHiN ... FiND THE SEEDS OF YOUR JEALOUSY ... CLEAR THE OLD VOiCES & EXPERiENCES & PUT ALL THE ENERGY BUiLDiNG YOUR PERSONAL AND EMOTiONAL SECURiTY ... THEN YOU MAY BE THE ONE OTHERS MAY ENVY AND YOU CAN REMEMBER THE PAiN AND REACH OUT AND HELP THEM .

i ALSO DONT REALLY UNDERSTAND A COUPLE THiNGS TO WHY FEMALES AND MALES ACT THE WAY THEY DO ...

Y0U CANN0T HAVE WHAT Y0U D0 N0T REALLY WANT .THiNK AB0UT THAT ... YES THATS WANTiNG SOMETHiNG JUST BC SOMEONE ELSE HAS iT . YOU DONT REALLY WANT iT ... JUST BECAUSE YOU SEE SOMEONE MOViNG FORWARD iN THEiR LiFE YOU FiNALLY REALiZE WHAT YOU HAD ... D0NT TRY AND SP0iL 0R THR0W THE G00DiES AT A TAKEN MAN ... HAVE S0ME RESPECT F0R THE PERS0N AND F0R Y0URSELF ... Y0U L00K DESPERATE AND iMMATURE ... THERES N0 POiNT TO ALL OF THAT ...

Love looks through a telescope; envy, through a microscope. ~Josh Billings

A feelin of being DEVIOUS/JEAL0US/ENVY is a selfish emotion because when y0ur EViL MiNDED ur wishing against gods will ...everything happens for a reason... and if u really love someone u would want them to be happy and their happiness should feel that SP0T up that's in your heart ...

WiTH THAT BEiNG SAiD ... i AM NO LONGER LOOKiNG BEHiND ME ... BUT LOOKiNG FORWARD TO WHAT GOD HAS iN STORE FOR ME NEXT :)

-BOBBiE

L0VE iS THE BEST FEELiN AND THE W0RST PAiN

ALFRED LLOYD TENNYSON WROTE : " I HOLD IT TRUE WHATEVER BEFALL; i FEEL iT WHEN i SORROW MOST, TIS BETTER TO LOVE AND LOSS THEN TO NEVER TO HAVE LOVED AT ALL" ...


THE DEFiNiTi0N OF LOVE IS : AN iNTENSE EFFECTiON OR CONCERN FOR ANOTHER PERSON; A BELOVED PERSON ; OR TO THRiVE ON OR NEED A PERSON.


NOW i DONT KNOW ABOUT YOU BUT iVE HAD INTENSE AFFECTiON FOR MiKKYD'S COFFEE ... BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN I LOVE OR AM IN LOVE WITH IT. i HAVE A FONDNESS FOR CHEESECAKE , AND i ALSO NEED MY PHONE 24 - 7 BUT I AM NOT iN LOVE WiTH ANY OF THE ABOVE ...


iTS ALWAYS BEEN MiS CONSCREWED THAT THEiR iS A PERFECT "TYPE 0F LOVE" LOVE iS FAR FR0M PERFECT ... S0ME0NE D0ESNT C0ME iN A PACKAGE 0F "PERFECT" BUT TO SOMEONE THEY ADJUST TO BE PERFECT SEEN THROUGH YOUR LOVERS EYES ...

MY POiNT ...

"NEVER TRY TO DEFiNE LOVE. ONCE DEFiNED iS CONFiNED.ONCE CONFiNED--iTS DiES"

LOVE CANNOT BE DEFiNED ... iT MUST BE iNTERNALiZED AND THEN ACTED UPON iN ORDER TO BE UNDERSTOOD... YOU LEARN PiCK UP THE PiECES OF iNDiViDUALiTY AND BEGiN LiVING AS TWO iNSTEAD OF ONE ... THERE ARE NO RULES TO LOVE ... AND THERE IS NEVER A RiGHT OR WRONG ANSWER iN LOVE ... WE ARE ALL INDiViDUALS AND OUR OPiNiONS AND THE WAY WE SEE THiNGS AS HUMANS ARE OUR RiGHTS TO DO SO. JUST BECAUSE YOU MAY NOT AGREE WiTH WHATS BEiNG SAiD DOESNT MEAN YOUR WRONG. YOUR JUST DiFFERENT.

'L0VE iS H0LDiNG HANDS WHiLE ARGUiNG "

WHEN YOUR iN LOVE iTS OKAY TO FiGHT ... EVERYONE SAYS iF YOU HAVE M0RE BAD MOMENTS THAN GOOD ... JUST GiVE iT UP ... i BELIEVE THAT THAT THROUGH OUT DiSAGREEMENTS AND FUDE FiNDS OUT WHO A PERSON REALLY iS ... TO MAKE SUGAR SWEET ... IT HAS TO BE MELTED iN A HOT TEMPERATURE TO BECOME WHAT WE KNOW AS SUGAR . EVERYONE iSNT ALWAYS GOiNG TO KNOW WHAT THE OTHER PERSON WANTS. YOU LEARN TO FiND SOMEONE PERFECT iN YOUR EYES ... LOVE AND RELATIONSHiS iS ALL ABOUT CHANGE AND ADJUSTMENTS...FEELiNGS AND NEW EMOTiONS ... WANTING TO BE HAPPY .. THATS ALL ANYONE WANTS ... TO LOVE AND TO BE LOVED ...

THE MAiN KEY TO RELATiONSHiPS iS COMMUNiCATioN !!!!!! YES THAT MEANS YOUR BF/GF SHOULD BE ABLE TO TELL YOU ANYTHiNG .. GOOD/BAD ... ANYTHING ... YOU CANNOT FAULT HONESTY ... iF YOUR MATE TELLS YOU SOMETHiNG THAT HURTS YOU DONT GET MAD AT THEM FOR TELLiNG THE TRUTH ... AT LEAST THEY HAD THE BALLS TO TELL YOU ... NO MATTER WHAT THE CiRCUMSTANCE (CHEATiNG, LYiNG ANYTHING)... GiVE THEM S0ME CREDiT ...


THE SECOND THiNG iS TRUST/HONESTY ... DONT BLOW SOMEONES PHONE UP WHEN THEY GO OUT OR N0T BELIEVE THEM... EVERYONE DESERVES A CLEAN SLATE ... BE HONEST WiTH WHAT YOUR DOiNG 110% OF THE TIME ... AND PLEASE DONT TAKE YOUR LAST FAiLED REALTiONSHiP OUT ON YOUR CURRENT ... GO LiSTEN TO HiS MiSTAKES BY USHER ... iTS iN THE PAST F0R A REASON ... AND WOMAN ... MEN NEED TO BE PLEASED .. HOW EVER YOU WANNA TAKE iT iF Y0UR N0T D0iNG iT S0ME0NE ELSE WiLL .. THAT G0ES B0TH WAYS .. MEN T00 ... Y0U SH0ULD WANT T0 PLEASE Y0UR MAN. WOMAN AND D0 THE THiNGS THAT MAKE THAT PERSON HAPPY AND CONTENT

THiRD iS RESPECT ... THERE NEEDS TO BE A LEVEL OF RESPECT FOR ONE ANOTHER . iF THE OTHER PERSON iS SOMEONE YOU RESPECT THEY WONT GO AND CHEAT AND DO LiL BOY THiNGS

F0URTH EQUiTY ... YOU ARE ONLY 1/2 OF A RELATiONSHiP ... iT TAKES 2 ... TW0 HALVES EQUAL A WHOLE NOT ONE ... SiMPLE YES BUT iTS THE HARDEST THiNG TO THiNK YOUR NOT BETTER THAN YOUR MATE . ..
AND LAST WORD OF ADViCE ...


"JUST BECAUSE SOMEBODY DOESNT LOVE YOU THE WAT YOU WANT THEM TO , DOESNT MEAN THEY DONT LOVE YOU WiTH ALL THEY HAVE "


"LOVE MAKES TiME PASS ... TiME MAKES LOVE PASS "



"A WOMAN HAS GOT TO LOVE A BAD MAN ONCE OR TWiCE iN HER LiFE TO BE THANKFUL FOR A GOOD ONE ... "


LOVE iS BASiCALLY LEARNiNG HOW TO ADJUST ... A BiG BUCKET OF ADJUSTiNG ... iF YOU DONT LiKE CHANGE THEN YOU WONT LiKE LOVE ...

& LAST BUT NOT LEAST ... iF LOVE iSNT THERE .. DONT FORCE iT TO BE ... JUST BECAUSE YOUR COMFORTABLE WITH THE "ROUTINE" DOESNT MEAN YOUR HAPPY ... SOMETIMES PEOPLE ARE iN YOUR LiFE FOR A SEASON ... SO LET THAT SEASON PASS ... YOU WiLL KNOW iF iTS RiGHT OR iF iTS NOT ... YOU FEEL iT ... LOVE iS AN iNTENSE EMOTiON 2 PEOPLE SHARE ...

iF YOU HAVE CONTINUUM { ANYTHiNG THAT GOES THROUGH A GRADUAL TRANSITION FROM ONE CONDiTION TO A DiFFERENT CONDiTiON WiTHOUTH AND ABRUPT CHANGES } ANYTHiNG iS POSSiBLE ... THATS WHAT MAKES LOVE GO ROUND ....


-BOBBiE

GOOD KARMA GiVEN iS GOOD KARMA RECEiVED

{ENCOURAGiNG PE0PLE BEF0RE ... DURiNG ... AND AFTER THEiR ST0RM}

WE L00K AT PE0PLE AS A FACE VALUE F0R WHAT THEY D0 .. N0T F0R WH0 THEY ARE ...
"D0NT JUDGE A B00K BY iTS C0VER" ... Y0U HAVE HEARD THAT A BAZiLLi0N TiMES ... BUT EVERY0NE D0ES ... AND WE W0NDER WHY SCH00L iS S0 HARD T0 FiT iN 0R W0NDER iF WERE WEARiNG THE RiGHT CL0THES ... WE MADE IT THiS WAY ...

PE0PLE HAVE TUFF TiMES iN THEiR LiVES ... EVERYONE GOES THROUGH SOMETHiNG THAT BRiNGS THEM TO THE NEXT POiNT OF THEiR GROWTH ... PATiENCE AND FAiTH iN WHAT YOUR DOiNG.


ALL Y0U SH0ULD W0RRY AB0UT iS " i AM WHAT MATTERS T0 ME"
Y0U HAVE T0 LEARN TO ENC0URAGE Y0URSELF BEF0RE Y0U CAN ENC0URAGE S0ME0NE ELSE ...

SEPARATE WHAT Y0UR G0iNG THR0UGH APART FR0M WH0 Y0U ARE ...
D0NT THR0W 0UT THE BABY WiTH THE BATHWATER ...

PE0PLE D0NT REALiZE Y0U CAN BE ALiVE AND DEAD AT THE SAME TiME ...
Y0U NEVER KN0W WHAT KiNDA iMPACT Y0U HAVE 0N S0ME0NES DESTiNY ...
0R THE KiNDA iMPACT S0ME0NE WiLL HAVE 0N Y0URS ...

Y0U DEFiNiTLY MATTER T0 S0ME0NE ..

Y0U CANT DEFiNE 0R UNDERSTAND WHAT Y0U HAVE UNTiLL Y0UR IN THE RiGHT SEASON 0F Y0UR LiFE T0 BE ABLE T0 D0 S0 ...
WHEN Y0U BEGiN T0 DR0P Y0UR SEED iN 0THER PE0PLES LiVES ... GiVE iT A CHANCE ... iT WiLL BL00M S00NER THAN LATER ...
WHEN Y0U HAVE DROPPED Y0UR SEED iNT0 MANY PLACES IT WiLL THEN BE Y0UR TURN T0 GET A SEED DR0PPED iN Y0UR LiFE AND ALL0W iT T0 BL00M iN Y0UR SEAS0N ...

Y0U CAN ALWAYS BURY A SEED AND HAVE A WEED GR0W ... BUT THAT WEED CAN BE PULLED

-BOBBiE

REALLY ALL THiS FR0M CHURCH ? YESSiR

... D0NT JUDGE ME AS WH0 Y0U KNEW ME T0 BE JUDGE ME BY WH0 i AM T0DAY ...

{EVERY0NE MAKES MiSTAKES AS THEY GR0W ... D0NT FAULT S0ME0NE F0R THE PAST ... UNDERSTAND AND ALL0W PE0PLE T0 LEARN FR0M THEiR MiSTAKES, EVERY0NE HAS HAD A D0WNFALL ... iTS WHAT Y0U D0 PRESENTLY THAT DEFiNES Y0U AS 0F THE M0MENT}


... H0W Y0U START S0METHiNG WiLL iNFLUENCE THE ENDiNG ...

{THiNGS D0NT GET WR0NG ... THiNGS D0NT G0 WR0NG ... THiNGS START WRONG .. Y0U HAVE T0 HAVE THE RiGHT PERCEPTiON ... iF YOU START A RELATiONSHiP F0R EXAMPLE 0FF 0F A HUMP BUDDiE ... ODDS ARE iTS N0T G0iNG T0 LAST ... Y0U B0TH WENT iN CiRCUMSTANCES THAT HAVE A CHANCE T0 CHANGE ... AND WHEN THEY D0 Y0UR UPSET BECAUSE 0F THE WAY iT STARTED ... iTS A CHAiN 0F EVENTS ...}


... THERES 3 TYPES 0F THE WAY PE0PLE LiVE LiFE ... REALiTY , FANTASY, & CREATED ...

{ REALiTY iS A PERS0N LiViNG LiFE iN A " iT iS WHAT iT iS" KiNDA 0UTL00K ... THiS iS WHATS HAPPENiNG AND I ACCEPT iT ... FANTASY iS S0ME0NE LiViNG iN THE PERCEPTi0N 0F iM PERFECT N0THiNG BAD HAPPENS T0 BE AND FR0NTS AB0UT LiFE HAViNG A SMiLE 0N THEiR FACE WHiLE DYiNG iNSIDE ... CREATED iS THE LiFE 0F LiES AND ST0RiES T0 FEEL ACCEPTED ... CREATiNG THiS GREAT LiFE ST0RiE THAT NEVER HAPPEND... BE WH0 Y0U ARE ... THE GREATEST FiGHT Y0U WiLL EVER FACE iN LiFE iS KN0WiNG WH0 Y0U ARE ... WHATS iN Y0U ALWAYS C0MES 0UT WHEN PRESSURE iS APPLiED .. THiNK AB0UT THAT ...}


... PE0PLE HATiNG 0N Y0U REALLY WANNA BE Y0UR CHEERLEADER ...

{ Y0UR HATERS LiKE S0METHiNG iNSIDE 0F Y0U. WHY W0ULD THEY WASTE THEiR TiME KN0WiNG WHAT THEY KN0W AB0UT Y0U iF THEY WERENT TRYiNG T0 TAKE S0METHiNG FR0M Y0U T0 BETTER THEMSEVES. MY QUESTi0N iS ... I KN0W i AM THE BEST W0MAN i CAN BE ... WHY D0 Y0U THiNK Y0UR N0T? CONFiDENCE AND SECURiTY ARE THE M0ST C0MMEN FLAWS 0F W0MEN ... WHY D0NT Y0U THiNK Y0UR G00D ENUFF? Y0U ARE Y0U JUST NEED S0ME0NE(THE 0NE Y0UR HATiN 0N T0 N0TiCE THAT)Y0U NEVER KN0W Y0UR ENEMiE C0ULD BE Y0UR BEST FRiEND. i KN0W ALL 0F MiNE HAVE HAD M0RE iN C0MMEN WiTH ME THAT M0ST PE0PLE iVE GR0WN UP WiTH. N0 NEED F0R HATE. "HATiNG S0ME0NE iS LiKE BURNiNG Y0UR H0USE D0WN T0 KiLL A RAT" <--- 0NE 0F MY FAV QU0TES :) ... }



... G0D WiLL PRESERVE AND REJECT Y0U ...

{S0METiMES WHEN Y0U PRAY AB0UT S0METHiNG Y0U GET UPSET WHEN Y0U D0NT SEE A SiGN ... HES N0T ALWAYS G0iNG T0 TELL Y0U YES 0R GiVE Y0U WAT Y0U WANT .. HE MAY SPARE Y0U BECAUSE 0F A SiTUATI0N HE NEEDS Y0U T0 G0 THR0UGH T0 FiND Y0URSELF 0R LEARN FR0M ... N0T FiNDiNG Y0UR S0ULMATE F0R EXAMPLE ... QUOTE FR0M MY G00D FRiEND DAVID SEVIER ... "S0MEDAY S0ME0NE iS G0iNG TO WALK iNTO Y0UR LiFE AND Y0U WiLL REALiZE WHY iT NEVER W-RKED 0UT WiTH ANY0NE BEF0RE" ... S0 TRUE ... Y0U HAVE T0 G0 THRU STUFF T0 BE M0LDED ... Y0U LEARN THiNGS THRU EXPERIENCE AND PATiENCE ...THATS WHAT WiLL GET Y0U T0 WHERE Y0U NEED T0 BE ... HE/SHE iS 0UT THERE ... JUST KN0W THAT THE " N0 " HE GiVES Y0U iS iNDEED PRESERVATi0N ... }



... G0D WiLL HiNDER Y0UR PRAYERS iF Y0U D0NT TREAT Y0UR W0MAN RiGHT ...

{ YEA THAT MEANS EXACTLY WHAT iT SAYS ... iTS ACTUALLY iN THE BiBLE ... S0 iF Y0UR READiNG THiS THiNKiNG iS THAT WHY i HAVENT BEEN BLESSED .. YEP ... iF Y0U CHEAT , BEAT , 0R PHYSICALLY VERBALiZE Y0UR W0MAN .. Y0JR PRAYERS ARE ACC0UNTED F0R BUT ARE UNANSWERED BECAUSE Y0U D0NT TREAT Y0UR W0MAN RiGHT ... ALL Y0U "PiMPS AND PLAYERS" SH0ULD REC0NSiDER Y0UR WAYS ... Y0U WiLL SEE A CHANGE ... AND GiRLS THiS G0ES F0R Y0U T00 ... Y0U WERE PR0LLY READiNG THiS THiNKiN YAY i CAN GET AWAY WiTH iT .. S0RRY iT APPLiES B0TH WAYS ... S0RRY T0 BURST Y0UR BUBBLE ...

REMEMBER G00D KARMA GiVEN iS GOOD KARMA RECEiVED }

-BOBBiE